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[26 Feb 2008|04:19am] |
the boy that asked for my number at work march 28th 2007 on this crappy journal died a couple weeks ago. feb 6 to be exact. and i miss him so much its hard to grasp. i cant sleep good anymore and im a mess. i miss will eglinger so much words cant explain. i love you boy so so so much. i wish you could be here to make me laugh and smile because god knows youd be the only one to do that right now.
life
i couldnt pick the words to say after that....so i dont know
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[02 Dec 2007|10:26pm] |
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i really just wish i had someone to share a christmas tree with.
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[02 Oct 2007|11:41am] |
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i started to tell you everything that has happened.
but i figured if you really wanted to know you would have already.
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[11 Sep 2007|11:37pm] |
i really dont like my classes. only astronomy and yoga. it sucks having to pay for something you dont even want to take. what the hell. i hate school and i miss everyone. i miss bonnaroo. i miss everyone at bonnaroo. i want everyone to come home and want to hang out with me. not come home and completely forget about me.
whatever. fuck it.
i love sierra. i do so much. i love my mom so much. i fucking miss danny. i fucking miss everyone from last summer and having a group of friends i could hang out with all the time. damn.. i need a house and a drink. and some budz
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[02 Jul 2007|02:57pm] |
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last night i got a call from hengyu and me kristen and jamie went up to where the dog had been hit by a car at farmers feed n seed. we figured her back legs were broken. i looked everywhere for a board and couldnt find one and eventually resulted in stealing tim walters sign.we called everywhere frist with 911. they said that they figured they wouldnt be able to help us transport this dog. all they did was send out a dispatc and he shined lights in the dogs face and didnt even bother getting out of his car for a dieing dog.
why are animals not important to people!? its a fucking life! better than any human life
i was an asshole of course and tried t okeep his light away from the dog because it was stressing her out. i was crying frantically when i was looking for a board to slide under the dog so we could take her to the vet. a car was driving by and had to stop behind the cop to get around and i was like HEY DO YOU HAVE ANYWAY KIND OF BOARD PLEASE!!!!!!!!!????? and i was frantically crying and obviously there was a dying dog laying there dying and they looked at me like i was fucking stupid and kept driving. whatever..i hate these people. so we drove all the way to university with our emergency lights on and we got there okay. got her in the emergency vet....after a while of waiting and sitting and waiting and freakin shit..we found out that the dogs pelvis was completely crushed. almost 3000 to fix and alot of pain suffereing and waiting in a cage. we decided it was best to put her down. we wouldnt have been able to get the money in time and we wouldnt have been able to find the owners...shed been a stray for a long time. this morning we helped a dog. and we tried so hard to help her live, SO hard. I wish all things could end happily and i wish she was able to be my dog now. ive never met this dog, seen her, or have any relationship with her but i love her SO much. Her dying was not the worng decision. Dying is not a bad thing, its liberating. I am so happy we were able to help her. I just wish money was not an option and i wish people would use all the money they have for better things instead of expensive cars and houses and boats. I want to help animals. thats what i want to do now. more than i already do.
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[28 Jun 2007|03:52pm] |
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when someone dies...people start to think differently. When my friend dies...I think very differently.
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[24 Jun 2007|05:42pm] |
soo im back at work. and i got a raise today finally aafter almost 2 years. i made 30 dollars today which is good because we werent so busy. me and kristen are going to go work out after she gets done eating.
this has been a weird and crazy week. real weird. but fun as shiit. ive been hanging out with sean sean and jack so much lately. i love them so much.
mmhhm i dont know what to put in here anymore...
UHM i want to go look at stars. I have been trying to for like 4 nights now. hopfully tonight.
anndd i have no boyfriend and i love it. and i have money now to live off of finally. annddd no food in here really.
alrightt peacesaae
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[20 Jun 2007|12:51pm] |
i love watching animal rescue on animal planet.
i also love not working and bonnarroooo! the roots were fucking amazing. so were the white stripes and the police and StS9. the string cheese incident and super jam and WEEN! ahh WEEN i love ween. and the decembriststststst and dd dd d d regnia spektor wolfmother was ehh. but its was cool.i cant remember anything else. but i have so many fucking stories if you want to hear about them. ahh i love everyone i went with. and the whtie stripes. i witnessed so many things and experienced so many. i saw so many boobs and naked peple. I LOve bonNANNAROROROorooooo/ so fuck yuououo u im going to the BEACHACHA soon
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[09 Jun 2007|11:56pm] |
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HEY graduation. i graduated today its weird. sierra is hERE!! yes i love life, im so tired BONNNAROROOROROROOO wednesday
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[29 May 2007|11:55pm] |
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wooo laast day of a full hiii skewlll daay tomorrow! im just gunna miss photography. a tremendous amount. im kinda scared
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[10 May 2007|05:07pm] |
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wooooo we get a computer in the apartment soon. i still havent gotten my bed in. does anyone want to help?
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[26 Apr 2007|07:48pm] |
i love gern soo much
hey i am bored at apt. so sleep over with billy madison and now and then
danny sucks
i love megin! be my boyfriend
gerns arm is shinny
call me peace out boy scout
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[20 Apr 2007|05:43pm] |
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oh mann. havent been on here in a good while
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[12 Apr 2007|06:42pm] |
hey everyone. im a stranger now. sorta. wel ive been sick since sunday with a absolutely horrible sinus infection. my pink scooter rules. i just rode it to tylers house because i did. and i held up so much traffic and its awesome. my apartment is neato. except ive been sick in it for a while. i cant wait to see ashley tomorrow and everyone else i havent seen in FOREverr! school is almost over which means graduation.
call me and lets hav ea sleeeeeeppovavaaa
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[03 Apr 2007|10:02pm] |
Rochester is pretty.
im never on the computer anymore.
maybe because i have my own apartment now and i do not have a computer.
sSOOO come and see my new apartment. and my new moped. and the car i dont have anymore.
but not until thursday, because me and stephen are in Rochester NEW YORKK!
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[28 Mar 2007|09:58am] |
i dont have a car, well i do but i dont drive it because cops keep pulling me over. maybe if i took my stickers off my car itd be a better car life for me. but i hate my car. and cars. ive been riding a bike. and i love it
and im buying a bike with the tax money i get backry7utfmgjngdj65yhnrthy4hy mregfin rules megan carrool ll ll is lame.
this boy at my work asked for my number yesterday and i gave it to him.
john comes this weekend!! and i need to figure out how im going to bring him to kernersville from the bus station. maybe i can just ride my bike there and then we can ride my bike back and he can sit on thehandle bars.
im totally just kidding.
someone come help me pack all my things! becuase im moving out and ive got like a third of everything packed. bahhhah
i just finished my documentry project! and now im about to start my english paper. i love photo class
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[23 Mar 2007|10:04am] |
megan is posting a livejournal entry the same time i am. shes also printing a picure for our documentry project and im a out o when she is done. shes dumb. but not really im just kidding. hillary has big headphones on. megan has the same password for like 10 different things. im getting a moped. and im selling my car. and im moving out april 29th and john is moving here by may 31st. and its going to be awesome and we will read 10,000 comics.
im going to see TMNT today. hell yeah. im wearing my watch right now.
and i still want the X-men movies.
someone told me yesterday that im like a 6-year old boy...mainly because i had a batman comic. war games act one. and a tmnt watch on. i love everything. and i did my fcking taxes last night. and when i get my money back im buying a damn bike!
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[19 Mar 2007|09:53am] |
DC was so awesome. megan is telling stories about it right now, about when a guy fell down the stairs. but it was amazing. the protest was huge. they said there was just as much anti war protesters as pro war. and it was not at all. so if you hear that defintelly dont belive it. the anti war protest totally dominated over pro by like 10000. there was only a handful of pros...and they thought itd be very mature to flick us off. yeaahhh.
anyways me john kristen and megan had a great time. and the hostile was beautiful. i had a window level with my bed and i miss it so much. and i mostly miss the water bugs in the bathroom. hillary is scanning film beside me. dont look at this hillary. and dont say shit. i need to brush my teeth. and i am goign to my house during travel to wake john up. and i have to take him to a bus station at 11:45 tonight so he can go back to his abode in goldsboro.
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